Unable to Look Away

There are views of myself that are required by astrology that I would have refused to look at before spending years sitting and staring at a wall unable to look away.

And it took years because I DID look away CONSTANTLY, and inasmuch as I was looking away I was effectively not staring at the wall at all.

So that’s true about me, and about my chart and my particular situation, but it also makes me suspicious of the enterprise of using astrology…

how to say…

like a mirror, instead of like a clock.